well...lets just hope that you wont be seeinq my bloq. cause i really want to say what i wish to say.
one second you are so nice to me. the next second you treat me so coldly.
why do you treat me like that?
why are you like that?
im always trying to please you.
please dont get angry with me.
but i dono what wronq did i do .
i want to make you happy. when you are not with me. or when you are with me.
of course i must put a cheerful face in front of you.
if not you will ask me whats wronq?
why must you be anqry with me almost every sinqle day?
it just changes just so sudden.
i have my guesses. are you tryin to avoid me ?
not meeting me ? i really dont wish it to happen this day?
tell me what can i do ?
to make you change the way you look at me in a positive way. not a negative one.
i feel that...just something bad is going to happen?
you know?just now u msqed me say maybe we are not meant to be.
just like something struck my head.
this kind of things cant be taken lightly.
like youre trying to hint me or something.
why?!why?!why?!
there are just so many things i would wish to ask you.
but when i asked you just a mere question.
you would always say no.
haven you ever place your trust on me?
spare a thought for me ?
about how i feel?
but all these were not important .
i just wished you could share things with me.
if i could make you happy, i wouldnt mind being sad,
cause seeing you happy makes me feel contented already.
i hoped i could see you everyday.
just one glimpse will do.
when you look me in the eyes, i felt like i was the happiest person on earth.
cause only you can cheer me up.
by just some slightest words.
why cant you tell me anything?
do i look so fierce?
or you dont even think its safe to tell me?
i hoped for countless answers, to all my questions.
but WHY?
its my fortune being able to meet you.
i hope nothing will happen.
please.