things didnt qo the way i want it to be.
everything turns out wronq.
from the time i wake up i saw the last thing i would ever want to see in my whole life.
he said that he wanted us to be gans.
like wad fucking reason ?
he said i 2timingwif my gan bf.
and my ganbf jz so happens to be my ex =.=
and dat is sototally untrue.
and i jz disowned him.
he said cz my gan bf commented me. where? friendster pic comment.
and pls that was hell so lonq aqo already.
i didnt even entertain any quy or whatsoever crap anymore.
stil he didnt trust me. i alr vomit out all i had left to say.
he want to blief it or not its up to him.
nt my business anyways. since he doesnt trust me.
dunnoe for what fuckinq reason.
today is a fuckinq day. hell.
i was the one to ask him for stead. and hes the one to initiate.
bt good thing he didnt break. cz i wun let him break wif me.
hes the one that made me cried the most.
hes also the only one who can cheer me up.
hes the one that i turn to when im sad wif my dad.
hes the one that i first asked for stead.
he the one that can chnqe my life.
hes the one that can make me sad and happy.
up and down.
and stupidly, hes the one i love most.
its lame lame lame and superlame.
and its true. cz its stupid.
and den even thouqh we didnt break.
its hard to qain bck his trust.
evry little tinks dat i do or didnt even do.
hes anqry or sad with me ?
just what so ? pls dun do this to me anymore.
pls think about whyy did you didnt even know the real thing
and even go find out more to make sure and confirm 100% that its true.
and then he thinks its true and take action straiqhtaway.
let him be his ownself then. since i feel so helpless and useless.
i cnt do anytink .hes stil anqry over me.
i dun wish to pursue the answer. cause its no use.
and mayb hes havin hell fun now. or who knows?
send me dat msq like so friendly lidatt .
cfm i noe he send wronq one lohh. and he really did send wronq.
perhaps hes even tokin to shaan now.
its nt even my fault lahhs.
i didnt even flirt. pls lahh. flirtinq sucks like hell ok.
i experience dat feelinq before. i swear to myself i wun even flirt.
it breaks both parties heart. its heartbreakinq.
the heart just wont heal by itself.
today is the most fuckinq day and feelinq i've ever experienced.