i dont know whether u really hate me anorts. only u noe it urself.
bt jz want tot tel uee dat nt evrytime i purposely wan 2 scold ue.
i wish i could jz take those words bck and scold bck myself.
bt once its said, it couldn't be taken bck.
mayb u didnt like me as much as last time.
i can feel it. by just ur mere speaking of words.
well, im just afraid of losing u.
bt did u noe dat i sacrificed alot for u?
jz dat i dun wish to tell. who would like that?
i didnt and hardly even talk to other quys because of you alr.
simple reason is dat i didnt wan u 2 be sad jz bcz of me.
its heartbreakinq. do you know that?
tryinq very hard 2 make you happy alr.
can u feel it ? i really dunno how to express what i wan to say to u.
its hard. im only commited to u okays.
pls dont care bout my present condition.
and i know i love what you was last time.
now, you keep sayinq you hate me, you hate me,
like as if you are tryinq to make me dislike you like that.
its tirinq.